Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i am very angry.
17 people searched adult friend finder on some lousy search-engine and they came to my blog! 17 ! 17 ! UGH. >:/
my blog has just degenerated to some lowly, sordid wasteland that people come to, hoping to seek some entertainment & thrill.
oh and as i typed that, IRONICALLY the stupid pop-up appeared. IT IS MOCKING ME. ):
i am also very angry because HEW JIA LIN broke my & beu's pinky promise please! we pinky promised with her to tell us, and she refused to! and she was so rude! she stomped away when we asked her the question, and she acutally REFUSED to promise us at first. we had to grab her hand and pull out her dumb last finger. she is BIGLY HORRIBLE.
and you know something, decisions are really the hardest things to make. honestly, i am just not decisive enough and currently, i dont know what i want, very much at least. and at times like these, i wish i didnt have the ability to think at all.
can you believe it, i took 1 full hour to finish getting that entry, since when has blogging been so hard and forced for me. i have so much to talk about, but i just don't feel it's appropriate for the whole world, including adult friend finder finders, to just know about them. i hate myself for being so elusive.
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catharsis
dirty little secret ; the all american rejects
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